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I Feel So​.​.​.

by The Ever Green

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1.
Airshows (free) 04:30
Those sun drenched days inside our happy home I do miss Bundled up in red and blue we'd set out and we'd run in Those sun drenched days inside our happy home I do miss Bundled up in red and blue we'd set out and we'd run in Faces cold hands all wet Battles outside and wars within Faces cold hands all wet Can't believe it's been so long Twenty years have come and gone Memories and I break down When people change we fell apart Airshows don't do it for me Flying machines made for killing dreams Airshows don't do it for me Lined up on the flight line A distraction for the meantime Now we've all grown all grown up all moved out I try not to think - thing about, how things might have turned up My eyes start to burn snowflakes and memories They sting and then melt away Leaving us frozen unable to move Til the spring when we thaw Flowers grow where we stood And I lift her up with my legs And fly her like an aeroplane Across the sea and to a place Where it's the same and no one's apart Airshows don't do it for me Flying machines made for killing dreams Airshows don't do it for me Lined up on the flight line
2.
25 Sailboats 02:34
25 tiny sailboats in my head I can feel the wind blowing - it's her breath Pushing these sails they move us Destination is unknown Another one pass behind my eyes I can see us sitting inside a silver boat Cutting across the western states I must admit that a thought crossed my mind That you'd be so perfect to laugh and to cry with But I'd better keep driving Now water makes way for wildflower peaks We navigate through the thoughts They try to overturn us We move with speed they pass right by unfelt I never though, we never thought That there was anything like this And all the time I just keep on driving I must admit that a thought crossed my mind That you'd be so perfect to laugh and to cry with But I'd better keep driving Driving home out of the sun We'll deal with this don't have have to run You'll be so perfect to laugh and to cry with But I better keep driving I feel like I could explode Do you think that we could explode We'll drop our anchor and raise our flag
3.
The Tides 04:30
The tides roll in The tides roll out Some left behind Some torn apart Well I don't want to leave this place But I think that I probably should And she takes me by the hand We didn't mean to hurt you Not trying to explain cause I forgot the rules The tides roll in The clouds roll out Some left behind Some torn apart Well I don't want to leave this place But I think that I probably should And she takes me by the hand We didn't mean to hurt you Not trying to explain cause I forgot the rules We didn't mean to hurt you Not trying to explain cause I forgot the rules (guitar solo, claps and scat outro)
4.
My Mayflower 03:24
Never felt I had a place to stay Three more years and it's time to move away And when the trucks come along we'll being dancing with our new song My Mayflower pack away this home we've made But take care with this little boy He's a fragile thing and you know he must be Terrified, I should be terrified I should be terrified All the mistakes of the past Not to mention Mom and Dad Better make friends so you can say goodbye There's nothing sadder than a soul with no reason to cry And when the trucks come along we'll being dancing with our new song My Mayflower pack away this home we've made But take care with this little boy He's a fragile thing and you know he must be I've been waiting a long long time For a landmark to help me find I've been waiting for this and you know I should be Terrified, I should be terrified I should be terrified All the mistakes of the past Not to mention Mom and Dad Whoa Terrified, I should be terrified I should be terrified All the mistakes of the past Not to mention Mom and Dad Terrified, I should be terrified But I'm not
5.
Our lives They are falling from our hands We try to make it work But it won't happen I made this hole to show you that I care Bruised vocal chords frozen by your stare My lover, why do we do it The cats and the kids they're all terrified of love Held hostage please tell them that you care Cold steel with stop the thoughts I just can't bear I know it, I know that you'll take it I'm sorry, just give it one more day And you really know I love you I've just had it so damn hard Our parents, they were so reckless Self centered explosions of apathy and loss And we pick up all the pieces and try to make our own But we found that it's not that easy We learn from examples and this is all we have Our lives They are falling from our hands We try to make it work But it won't happen And you really know I love you I've just had it so damn hard Our parents, they were so reckless Self centered explosions of apathy and loss And we pick up all the pieces and try to make our own But godammit, it's not that easy It's a hurricane and I'm stuck in the middle Life and love, they spin me around Sometimes I get so dizzy
6.
10,000 ft. 05:03
That night I had a dream Remembering everything You were a tree and I climbed right up in it To the top, knew it was a beginning And I woke to a starlight sky The next night was different Born in a thunderhead The bottom dropped out and the ground rushed up at me I was scared you were dancing and caught me Thought I'd land in a puddle for sure Impact - some filthy floor You and me, North and South Simple and elegant, that's the way it is Like lightning and rain, that tree on a plane The stars marching while we lay When I saw them move a bit I knew this is what it meant I might never be happier, or lonelier Queensize was far too large At least in the morning light Friends they don't kiss They just stay within boundaries Sighs do the talking Saying what we'd like to say Down on the waterfront The barges pass us by I had a test on this very same painting We'll I just can't can't think straight from 10,000 ft. Thought I'd land in a puddle for sure Impact - some filthy floor You and me, North and South Simple and elegant, that's the way it is Like lightning and rain, that tree on a plane The stars marching while we lay
7.
Invasion 03:07
They floated down with rays on silver wings Strike force one they were sent to pacify us all They killed most the folks we knew With their rays of cold white light and they placed us in the zoo A meager meal was served twice every day While on a break from our forced labor We did their dirty laundry A stroke of luck, I see her every day We had plans before They turned them on their end We had to suspend The prime of our life You know things didn't go quite right Keep thinking We'll locate a plan She said we should keep loving No we won't stop that The guards they overheard Now I'm working nights Hatching plans A desperate man To poison their bedsheets It was my only plan But they caught wind of my scheme Judge was lenient that day I received no dinner tray Years passed by till snow it never left An age of ice We never aged a day While they suntanned in the bay Where their summer homes where made And their purple children played Keep thinking We'll locate a plan She said we should keep loving No we won't stop that Then we spilled out on the streets We kissed for the first time in three thousand years (and electric kiss) They won't be missed We'll die in bliss
8.
Sunday 05:20
It happened like an April bloom in the winter time Green these fields Cast off this frost It sprang to life It happened Don't know what it did But I'm different now This mercy kill This falling tree He was crushed by it's weight I came out and he was OK And Sunday I'll be lost Lost if I had to let go I would welcome a new snow Where it would drift around my house Where I'd stay alone If I had to let go Ice crystals on eyelashes No keys all latches All I see is frost I'll be lost Sunday I'll be lost Lost if I had to let go I'd welcome a new snow Where it would drift around my house Where I'd stay alone If I had to let go Ice crystals on eyelashes No keys all latches All I see is frost If I had to let go I'd welcome a new snow... Sunday I'll be lost
9.
Faultlines 03:34
You can say it is You can leave it out It's not the way thought it was Resist or you'll end up in a cage You can leave it out Take your time and weight the good and bad of it Cause concentration comes so hard these days Aching heads break down A broken heart infects and attracts the same type But beats another month another day For beautiful moments to make it all worthwhile We test the faultlines We tremble inside Every other day one less tear shed Every single weed cut and thrown out So far beyond our house The smell of burning trash The smoke's a signal fire Our leaves are now the trash We always knew You can say it is You can leave it out It's not the way thought it was Resist or you'll end up in a cage You can leave it out Take your time and weight the good and bad of it Cause concentration comes so hard these days Aching heads break down A broken heart infects and attracts the same type But beats another month another day For beautiful moments to make it all worthwhile We test the faultlines We tremble inside Every other day one less tear shed Every single weed cut and thrown out So far beyond our house
10.

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Here's what you gets for yer money:

Nine (9) album tracks with pictures and lyrics displayed in your iDevice.

Five (5) never before heard demo tracks with pics.

One (1) video of the show at The Bean in Mesilla, NM.

One (1) booklet of photos by the band documenting the recording session and live shows.

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released August 12, 2006

Recorded and produced by Sam Greene in Las Cruces, New Mexico.

Amanda Hawkins, Alex Rivera, Ian McNiel and Sam Greene are The Ever Green.

Sam Greene: Vocals, Guitar, Keyboards
Amanda Hawkins: Vocals, Keyboards, Accordion
Ian McNiel: Drums, Encouragement
Alex Rivera: Bass, Keyboards

Artwork: Amanda Hawkins
Photos: The Ever Green, Carrie Hawkins and others

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